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The Journey of a Clown Day 17, Victimization and Specialness as Pride
Is Fascinating the amount of resistance within this point, because I perceive it as it makes me seen as weak, fascinating, the victimization and pride are part of the same, just a picture, and particularly, this point also brings shame, … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown Day 16, Pornography part 2
(Don´t do what you think is self honesty, do what is actual real self honesty) Continuing with this point, here I am sharing my relationship towards Pornography and how it became such a definition of myself that it defined all … Continue reading →
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The Journeyof a Clown Day 15, Pornography
(If you don´t have time right now to read this, please find a moment in your day/week/month to do it, because it is extensive, but I am sure that you will find something that will support you on your own … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown Day 14, My relationship towards my body through Masturbation
Walking the relationship towards my body, I have noticed a fascinating experience in regards to the act of masturbation, every time that I masturbate, it seems that I go into my mind and even when I try so hard to … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown Day 13, Relationships pt 2
Continuing with the exploration of the construct of relationships in regards to manipulation and control within relationships as the lie and deception in which I have participated within the creation and manifestation of relationships I remember the school and how … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown, Day 12 My relationship towards my physical body
Here I will share my ideas and constructs towards my physical body, how I have created my relationships towards it and towards Sex. For a long time I have committed myself to do exercise, and it has been very interesting … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown to Life, Day 11 My dad have cancer
Yesterday my mother told me that my dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer , the doctors don´t yet know if it can be removed with a surgery or with quimio, it will depend of how much it has integrated into … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown to Life, Day 10, Visiting an old Schoolmate
Yesterday I went with one guy that I haven’t seen since the elementary, and the reason why I did that is because he has a disease that is degenerating his physical body, and I guess I can begin for that … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown, Day 9 ,Oblivion
Oblivion It feels like it has been so much time, so long…, I can´t remember my own name, I cannot even remember when I born in this circus, how is that possible? I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown, Day 7
Am I alone? An Asylum? LOL, maybe I have been joking around with myself…but, then…why does it have so much sense? In fact it has more sense than what I have ever been able to experience in all my life, … Continue reading →
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The Journey of a Clown to Life 