What is interesting about knowledge and information is the experience that I have been able to found within me, because it gives the sensation that “I know something”, nevertheless, ask me anything about this existence, I mean, I was looking at the form and shape of one oocyte that it has the form of a sun and then there is this spermatozoon that comes and penetrates in the oocyte and suddenly you have an entire new being, from one oocyte and a little spermatozoon to a little being, that is amazing, but somehow I created the idea that what I know has more worth or value than the very existence of that single being, and somehow I have created this ego personality based purely on judgments and on reasons for why intelligence has something more or something grater than this existence.
My life is very simple really, I just have to worry about my survival, by doing the normal stuff that I require to do, I can have some commodities in exchange and my life is able to continue as long as I don´t have any troubles with what is existent in this world or in my mind, everything is fine.
The reason why I shared this, is because I notice that I was laughing about a joke, a cruel joke, that reflects the misery and suffering of the people, and I saw something quite interesting, when Sigmund Freud tried to explain that a laugh is a non personal judgment, I mean that was “quite valid from my perspective”, because it was purely judgments and opinions about something, it is not able to “hurt anybody”, apparently.
Yet there is something fascinating about this cruel joke, that made me understand that, the reasoning is able to be quite convenient in terms of how we pretend to explain this existence, if you search for the definition of life on the dictionary, you will find many approaches accordingly to scientist and experts that say that the organism that is able to move and breathe, is or have “life”, yet, that is the same to say, that our very existence is defined by only a picture that moves and breathe, without taking into consideration the entire amount of process that the body do without even being aware of them, its scary, its scary that we have come to believe that we “know something about this existence”, and that this “something or knowledge” is able to explain the reason why we allow the abuse of another living being, is like what we are seeing is just this amount of knowledge and processes that are apparently able to be removed without any consequence, and I mean, maybe the death of someone that “we don´t know” because is not in our world, apparently, is not going to affect us, yet it is going to bring something else, the acceptance and allowance of more.
It is said that gods, created the life on earth, yet “does that say anything about our existence?”, it only tells me that one deity had a moment of real boredom and somehow decided to create his own little existence, and that apparently give us enough about our existence, when the people was no longer conformed with that, they searched for other reasons and purposes, yet, is it possible that any value or reason can give meaning to our existence when it is already here? I exist here, I am here, did I needed to know that a deity or a “higher source or force” gave me life to be alive and commit my life to that source or deity because apparently the reason why it gave me “my reasoning” was to understand that I own something that I am able to define as life, and that I should be grateful for my existence to this deity or source?
The atheist do the same shit, the value in knowledge and information, the value in reason and purpose for our existence based on “facts” of our existence…, can´t you see that you are here man?
You could say that this is only a Clown questioning his own jokes, yet my work depend of such jokes, and if I am able to question that which give me value, purpose and reason, and place in danger my very existence as a Clown because my jokes are that which give me and grant me the food, then one should consider if the end of what we know, could mean the beginning of something that we don´t know, that we don´t yet see or understand and that it could took us millenia of years to understand with what we know, because our vision was defined through that which we can proof, or see, or explain, but it wasn’t consider only for what it is.
The disregard of the very process of growing of a flower, only because “one knows how does it occur”, cannot in any way describe the very existence of the flower, or cannot give it a “reason or a purpose to exist”, yet, it exist, and is expressing itself, right in front of you, showing and revealing to you the very pureness of the simplicity that it is “to live”, to just be here, without shame of showing herself in the multiple colors, shapes and forms that is able to express. And now, lets see what happens when we disregard the suffering of another through a cruel joke, because we “think, and see, and understand it as funny”, because we think “ahh, is only a joke, or is only a non personal judgment of the situation of that being or that person”, pretending to have the “ability of reasoning”, that is really fucking funny.
Till the next joke…